HURT

I hurt myself today
我試著傷害自己
To see if I still feel
為了瞭解我是否還有感受
I focus on the pain
我凝聚在疼痛之中
The only thing that's real
這是唯一能感受到的真實
The needle tears a hole
尖刺在我的皮膚上留下傷口
The old familiar sting
這些我熟悉的刺痛
Try to kill it all away
我曾試著抹去這一切
But I remember everything
但所有事仍歷歷在目


What have I become?
我變成甚麼樣子了
My sweetest friend
我親愛的朋友
Everyone I know
所有我熟悉的一切
Goes away in the end
最終仍化為菸消
You could have it all
你可以擁有我的一切
My empire of dirt
我那汙穢的領土
I will let you down
我會讓你失望
I will make you hurt
我會使你受創

I wear this crown of Shit
我頭戴狗屎的皇冠
Upon my liar's chair
坐穩在謊言的王位
Full of broken thoughts
腦袋充斥著破損的思緒
I cannot repair
而我無法修復
Beneath the stains of time
在這汙穢時光的遮蔽之下

The feelings disappear
感情煙消雲散
You are someone else
你也成為陌生的樣貌
I am still right here
只有我仍然在此

What have I become?
我變成甚麼樣子了?
My sweetest friend
我親愛的朋友
Everyone I know
所有我熟識的人們
Goes away in the end
最終分散各處

You could have it all
你可以擁有我的一切
My empire of dirt
我那汙穢的領土
I will let you down
我會讓你失望
I will make you hurt
我會使你受創
If I could start again
如果一切能夠從頭來過
A million miles away
從那百萬英哩之前
I would keep myself
我會鞏固自我
I would find a way
我會找到道路